frostbite
Feeling: fresh & kinda cold!! i took a shower
Seeing: my nintendo switch ... contemplating whether i should play mario kart or vegetate for the next few hours
Tasting: iced latte
Hearing: Interpol - Specialist
Smelling: Esteban Paris - Teck & Tonka
it's getting kind of cold now, we can feel it from inside. i'll start mentally preparing myself to wake up feeling like i'm in a cryo pod. if i die in my sleep my body would be preserved well
i have a meeting with a teacher tomorrow, not sure what we're gonna talk about but we're going to a local library that looks pretty cool. i'm wondering if i'll get the time to go to the mall with my mum so we can get some more juice for my fragrance diffuser. i'm very flaky and can't stick to appointments so i'm not sure if i can even make it
i've been talking to my close online friends on discord, i've recently joined one of their servers with a bunch of other people. we've been doing voice calls and it's been super fun. all they do is play overwatch 2 though... i don't play that much games. speaking of games, i feel like playing stardew valley or mario kart like i mentioned above. i play stardew on my laptop so i have smapi installed with all the cool mods <3 i also kind of miss my husband... i married sebastian. he's not real, he's just pixels, but i'm not sure i really care. i hate admitting that i feel a genuine emotional connection with fictional characters, it's mainly been my own characters but i've never really felt the same with existing characters until i played stardew
i think one of the things that really made me attached to sebastian was our relatability. we're both kind of anxious and can't really socialise, we both have some kind of parental issues (for me it's mainly my dad, me and my mum are on great terms but that's besides the point) and we're both inside all the time. he comes off a bit standoffish at first but he really starts warming up to you when you get to high friendship with him and i just think that's super cute
i think i need to stop talking before i make an even bigger fool of myself